I'm Back...with a Vengence

Ok so its been...too too long since I've written. Like, before me and Darin were going out so over a year and a half.
Needless to say, Pat and I broke up. HA! Fuck that. After him I moved on to the most amazing guy I've ever met in my entire life. He's truly beautiful. Darin Anthony Key is my one and only. My soulmate. You may judge me because I'm only 18, but I already know who I want to spend my life with. Him. Only him. I love him. And I don't care what you think or say.
My circle of friends has changed COMPLETELY! My former "best friends" trashed my house because...well, I dont even know why but you know what? They can go fuck themselves. I'm a bigger person for not finishing the shit that they started. Seriously, how childish is it to trash someone's property because you don't like their thoughts or opinions? This is for you:

GROW THE FUCK UP!

*ahem*

Anyway, I've moved on and I have REAL friends now. Darin, Kim, Elysia, Jake. They like ME. Not who they WANT me to be. Just me.

So, senior year has had its ups and downs. But you know what pisses me off and makes me realize how people need to grow up?

"Like, OMG, we finally did it! I am a woman now. You don't understand. It was great! hee hee hee...."

Bitches PLEASE! WE DONT CARE THAT YOU FINALLY LOST YOUR GOD_DAMN V-CARD! Its suprising that someone with your mentality was able to figure out how in the first place. Keep your shit at home because I don't care that your fat boyfriend boned you. Mmk? Thanks.

wow. I have a lot of built up hostility for some unresolved issues. Obviously I need to work on that. But mainly...I'm ok.

These past months have been real hard on me, but I'm surviving and thats all that matters in the end.

Monday, Apr. 03, 2006
11:18 p.m.

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